Thursday, June 17, 2010
Take me as I am.....
So tonight I did something I may regret forever. I shared my blog address with someone that may not like what they read. I cannot believe I put myself in a position to be so vulnerable and wonder and wait again. What did they think? Will they ever talk to me again? Will it make me more cautious of what I put in my blogs in the future? Oh hell, what have I done?!!!! Lately I ask myself that question on a daily basis. This has always been my freezone! Im pretty sure my “better judgment” has gone on vacation. Or am I just finding the balls and courage that Kevin took from me? I hope I'm getting my balls back cuz I cant deal with anymore bad decisions this year!
So if I'm being honest, these are some things Ive wanted to say:
"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control."
“Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry.”
“Yeah, I miss your smile. But I miss mine more...”
“The same girl who laughs and talks a lot and seems very happy is also the girl who may cry herself to sleep...”
“I know I don't have the prettiest face for you to look at and I don't have the skinniest waist for you to hold, but I promise you, I have the biggest heart to love you with.”
”Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.”
“Sometimes I wish I could go back to the day when I met you and walk away.”
“I might not be the most beautiful or the sexiest...Nor have the perfect body...I might not be anyone’s first choice....But I am a GREAT choice...I don't pretend to be someone else....Cause I'm too good at being ME...I might not be proud of some of the things I've done ....but I'm proud of who I am today. Take me as I am...”
To those who take me as I am~thanks friend I love you too. Thanks for understanding that I am just trying to figure it out……..
Posted by Bubbles1206 at 11:07 PM